Broken stairs.

 Broken stairs

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You broke me first,

I did mine,

And it suddenly felt wrong,

Like you were right all along.

You lost my trust,

Suddenly am called to the court,

To stand trial for your wrong,

Are you kidding me or what!,

Whose actually at fault?,

I only finish what you started,

Made you the victim of your wrong.

You broke me first,

Suddenly am the guilty one,

For all your past wrong.

You broke me first,

You were not thinking it will hurt,

Or how I will feel when it done.

You hurt me first,

My feelings never matter then.

You stab me first,

By a well Sharpen knife,

You ignore the outcome,

By looking away when cutting me open.

You tell this lie perfectly,

And when it my turn!,

Am the guilty one,

Am the one carrying your cross.

Remind me, if I may have forgetting,

You started this charade, called hell,

Now my behaviour is like a stubborn warthog.

Tell me how you doing this,

Let me know where you got the nerve.

You made me a monster,

You are now afraid I will hurt you,

You stepped on a snake tail,

You are now scare it will bite you.

           ✍️Tade🖤

Dummy in love

 Dummy In Love.

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Dummy in love

Have done stupid things for love

You can say it not enough

Am just getting started that for sure

Dummy in love

Have made sacrifice for love

Been stab in the heart 

And I still want to love

Dummy in love

Am a sucker for love

Taken for granted while I love

Push aside even with my nice words

Apologize even when am not wrong

Take the blame when issue comes

Dummy in love

Am a fool for love

Castigate for my little wrong

Continue with the name calling

He will beat me, to prove am wrong

I won't mind nor will I run

I will still continue loving

Dummy in love

I was told am too young to love

Probably bcos am not guided by my head

Dummy in love

Am lost in love

Tied up in is shoe

To worship is feet

It has blind my sense

Make me loose myself

Cos I can't think for myself

Dummy in love

You can say am stupid

Call me name you see fit

Have done lot of terrible things

All in the name of loving you

Cos I don't know what am doing

And am not planning on leaving

To find out who am missing

To search for that missing me

Cos have lost myself completely.

             ✍️ Tade✨.

A Ghost

A Ghost.
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Am a ghost
Moving silently
Roaming quietly
Passing without no one knowing
Try to make a scene, no one noticing

Am a ghost
Hardly have anything to say
Cos am not close to where they stay
Can't talk or have any flesh contact

Am a ghost
I can't be host
We can't dine together
Nor can I raise a toast

Am close to you
Am right next to you
But am only the wind
Just passing through

I want to hold your hand
I want to touch your skin
But such won't be possible
Since my hand is going through
Since I can't grab any living things

Am a ghost
If I scream at the top of my voice
Or make a scene
No one is here to listen
If I shout really loud
No one will notice the performance

Am a ghost
Am a living beings that gone
Have pass to my next life
Say goodbye to my pass life
Singing with angel in this life
Already a being phasing through wall
                  ✍️Tade🌹

Am the clown.

Am The Clown.
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Am the clown
Wearing a fake smile
Am the fine face
Behind the sad face

Am the clown
Am the talk of the town
Am a laughing stock
To all that want to laugh

Am the clown
Check me in my new hat
That goes with my red shoe
Cos i attached a red nose

Don't take me for the crooked man
Don't think I have is devilish smile
Don't take me for a mad man
Even if you think I act like one
Don't be quick to judge
At least watch my act to be sure

Am the clown
All dressed up to make you smile
Ready to perform my new act
Set the stage am ready to start

Am the clown
A comedy show to you
To make you laugh
To assure you have a good time

Am the clown
I didn't ask for your penny
Just your attention to explain myself
To show I shouldn't be ridicule
Am also a man, trying to make a living too
But you took if for a comedy performance
Which is fine, cos I won't stop the comedy act

Am the clown
Have swallow my pride
Have taken to the cross your lies
If you like you judge, it doesn't define my life
Have taken to the stage, my new act.
                   ✍️Tade🌹.

After life.

After Life.
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I close my eyes to imagine,
Another realm of existence
If truly we have an afterlife,
Clearly, all I see is dark paradise

No light or star to make it bright
Am not planning on walking this path,
Without my babe, if we die!.

I will see you in my afterlife,
A place of diamond and sapphire,
Let continue our love in this next life

You should know you are my paradise,
One can't work without the other,
Don't let me wait my entire life,
Cos you've promise to be there forever

Am not going to any paradise,
Without my babe beside,
A home isn't a home,
Without your love one inside

I pray we journey together,
It will be the best Odyssey,
Before getting to our afterlife,
The existing being in that life,
Will be jealous of our love life.
                  ✍Tade🌹

Who I wanna be.

who I wanna be.
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I wanna be a gangster,
Haven't weed or drink,
I haven't taken drug,
Or pills that will get me lost

But the benefit is fun,
Having many girls to gangbang!
And see nothing but new worlds.

I wanna be a monster,
Be terrifying when I get mad,
Eat your flesh as dinner,
Drink your blood that's sweeter,
And eat your bone as dessert,
Be the reason you lost your child,
But such act won't get me a wife,
And I don't want to be lonely all my life.

I wanna be youngsters,
Don't wanna be a child for life,
Be the cuddle one among others,
Be gentle, won't attract troubles,
Such life will soon be boring, that fact.

I wanna be a rapstar,
Show the world my hot rhymes,
Rap about how I came from the gutter,
How I get the fame with my hot bars,

But am scared to take the step,
Cos such life come with fake love,
Fake people with smile behind the camera,
The fame might get into my head,
I might loose touch with myself.

I need a love star,
The best of both world,
The one that complete my world,
Someone that see me for who I am,
Someone that allow me to be myself.
              ✍️Tade🌹

Charade.

Charade
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Do not take a bite
If you won't chew
Don't tell me lies
If you know it will hurt

Don't hold my hand
Only for you to let go
Don't love me hard
Only to break my heart

Don't kiss me nice
If you not sure you like
Don't touch my body
If I would miss out on it

Don't take a sip
If you don't like the drink
Don't light up the room
If you not ready for the truth

Don't hold too tight
If it would harm my arm
Don't come close
If you can't breathe along

Don't ride alongside
If you can't handle the overdrive
Don't let us fight
If that will be our last

Don't let me smile
If you would make me miss out
Don't let me cry
If you can't handle my breakdown

Don't break my heart
If you can't say goodbye
Don't let me love you
If you know, you will walk out on me

Don't harm what you can't kill
Don't stab my heart if am still weak
Don't make a fool out of me
Don't say you love me, if you have someone new.
                ✍️Tade🌹

Shooting star.

Shooting Star

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Oh thy sun!,

Oh thy moon!,

All the stars Shine like you,

Your smile are indeed captivating.

Oh thy sea!,

Oh thy oceans!,

Your love is enough,

It comforting and peaceful.

Oh my love!,

Oh my beautiful one!,

My broken heart, yearn for your love,

It the cure have longed for since.

Oh my goodness!,

A perfect shape like the goddess,

A flawless being that decide to love me,

Making me a better man worthy of loving you.

Oh my imperfection!,

Do I deserve this immortal goddess,

Her style of approach are flawless,

Her curves and edges render me speechless.

Oh thy stars!,

Oh thy silent night!,

What have befall my eyes,

Your beauty has captivate my mind,

It hard to think when our skins collide.

She will fall like the shooting star,

She will shine bright like the morning star,

She will show me love that never fades,

Like the night star that is here to stay,

She will give me and I will take.

I will rather love your flaws,

Then be with someone else perfection,

I will rather surrender to your lies,

Claim all the love you offer as mine,

Then start something uncertain with another.

My stars just became bright,

My lonely heart just come alive,

My moon just started shining light,

You start adding meaning to my life.

              ✍️Tade🌹

Grown apart.

Grown apart
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We've grown apart
We've been like this for a while
I can't take back what have done
I can't say am sorry, does words hurt more

We've grown apart
We've set to live apart
You ain't coming back into my life
I can't keep looking back at the past

We've grown apart
We were ok with such act
We have no intention of making it right

We've grown apart
We are no longer acting like a child
We make the decision like grown ups
We realise this is best for our life

We've grown apart
We've leave behind the past
We've let go out our best part
We don't have regret for such act

We've grown apart
Why does such act feels good
Why does it feel right to leave
Like I am better now that we are apart

Don't get me wrong
I appreciate our love
We had our happy moments
It lasted for a while
We both should agree, we wanted more
So we had no choice to let go
And move on with who ever fit
Who ever could give us that love
             ✍️Tade🌹

Friend into lover.

Friend into lover.
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Am not acting clever,
Cos am stupid as ever,
But I want you here forever.

I don't know how to be that lady,
I don't know how to be perfect,
I don't know if I will ever be better,
But don't leave for any or another.

Cos am down for whatever,
Am sure you can understand,
Am sure we could work things out.

Turn to you when i feel down,
Can't get comfort from another,
You turn my darkness into paradise.

Turn a friend into a lover,
Crave for that which you have,
Crave for that which is in your heart,
Am committed to making it last,
To have this love of yours forever.

Am not acting clever,
Am Nothing but a child,
Your love turn me into woman.

You make me wild,
Not by your side, I will cry,
You make me go crazy,
Your star orbit my earth,
I feel like a princess,
I feel dashing like a Barbie,
You make me feel dazzling.

I won't hit and run,
I won't give you love that will hurt,
This I swear on my life, my love.

Come kiss me,
You will have my heart,
I will offer you my life.
       ✍️Tade🌹

Eye of the beholder.

Eyes of the beholder
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it was late at night,
The moon was bold up in the sky.

It was last at night,
He decided we should visit the bar,
Take some couple of shots and dance,
Which I agree on and dress for the night.

It was late at night,
We've arrive at the bar,
He was kind to bring me some wine,
Cos I don't drink liquor, like tequila.

He sat next to me,
With a nice chat and put is hand round me,
While we giggled and laugh at each other,
He was getting drunk and high already,
And the conversation was getting interesting.

Until a damsel walk in dramatically,
And took everyone by surprise,
Cos everyone was staring,
Including my lover sitting next to me.

Only God knows what went wrong,
The whole room was silent by her catwalk,
And she sit quietly to sip her tequila shots.

I wasn't mind by her,
It obvious she's trying to get attention,
I looked next to me, my lover was gone.

I couldn't find my boyfriend,
I looked around, still can't find him,
So I decided to sit and wait for him.

An hour past,
Already thinking out loud,
Wandering where he could be by now.

Till I heard his car sounds,
I rush down to the car park,
Discover he was with that riffraff,
The sexy damsel with the catwalk,
Already entangled with my lover,
She saw me trying to get his attention,
She only smirked and give a wink,
While my boyfriend zoom off with that bitch.

I try calling him,
His phone was busy,
I texted, no reply from him,
Just stood there all alone,
With my thoughts and feelings on the floor.

He left with someone else,
And left me to rotten here,
The night was spoilt,
With the sexy damsel catwalk,
Leaving me alone to walk home.
              ✍️Tade✨