What Left?.

What Left?
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We were drunk for the night,
We said words we didn't like,

We forsake each others hands,
And said our very last goodbye.

The party was over,
We don't know what to call each other,
We don't know if we had time to apologize,
Or time to talk things out.

We yell at each other,
We did things we couldn't take back,
"Am sorry" can't amend our life.

We took laws into our own hands,
We took action without thinking twice,
And the consequences are want left behind.

We throw harsh words at each other,
We weren't looking back at the happy time,
Times when we were the best love story.

You were the star,
While I was the moon,
And we both shine at night.

The mood lasted for a night,
We were done for the night,
We weren't sorry for the night,
We just move on with our life.
             ✍️Tade✨.

Dead End Road

Dead End Road
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I drop my friend,
Only to found foes,
I drop my bad side,
Only to found my dark side.

I drop my sorrow,
Only to found sadness,
I stop the tears,
Only to cry more.

Too much to say,
But am loosing what to say.
Too many words,
But it not enough to unveil the truth.

Am not feeling any better
It only get worst, if I try to

The things I feel,
Are worst than you think.

Am falling apart
And the pieces I can't find

Am shattered to pieces
And the pieces are missing

For all have done,
I try to make amend.
For all have cause,
I make apologize for.

For all the wrong,
Am trying to make it right.

For all the right,
I keep letting myself down.

And at the end of the road,
Am the one that is left behind.
             ✍️Tade.

Upside Down Man.

Upside-down man
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The upside-down man,
He's of the living dead,
Lurking in the dark,
Seeking for who to devour.

One gaze at him,
You will be terrified,
A urge to scream for help.
Fear grip's your voice,

Horror as taken over,
There's no hope for man kind.

Trying to be brave!?,
Is like an attempt to throw,
A bucket of ocean water,
Into a tsunami wave tide.

The upside-down man,
Pray you don't cross is path,
You will surely die tonight,

The only hope you've got,
There's no hope of been alive,
Only plead for a merciful death.

The upside-down man,
Scream while you still can,
Cos that all you getting tonight,

Until your flesh is food for dinner,
And your bone is made for dessert,
your scream Is a melodies blues,
While your blood serves as wine,
Only to please is mood.
                ✍️Tade✨.

Time to talk.

Time to talk

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We can't go back and forth,
Arguing about what we want.
Pointing finger at who did wrong,
Accusing and blaming about my fault.

We can't keep fight like this,
Hoping we would last long,
Hoping we'll still be fine.

You can't keep nagging at me,
Thinking I will change for good.

Let talk things out,
Only way we could work things out.

Blame me if you like,
Let move pass this fight.

Shouting won't help a thing,
Blaming won't solve anything.

Let just sit,
And talk like grown ups,
And stop acting like kids.

I have issues,
I know you do too,
Stop taking it out on me,
And take some blame too.

We keep running in circles,
All because we have issues.

All we do, is yell at each other,
Talking about the problems,
And not how to solve them!.

              ✍️Tade✨.

Devil And Angel.

Devil And Angel.
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My Perception running deep
Like the large, deep blue sea

Call me Jesus,
And crucify my past,
Call me Christ,
And resurrect my future.

Don't be the Judah,
Don't kiss me goodbye,
Don't stab me at the back,
And hail master!, when am around.

Don't be my Peter,
And later betray me by midnight.
Don't pledged your loyalty,
Don't make promises you can't keep.

I won't write your wrong,
I won't read you your right,
I won't tell you want you've done.

Don't wait on those words,
Cos am not your saviour,
You can be the devil,
But am no angel either,
Don't hope for an escape route.

"I love you" are just words,
What the point of saying them,
Without showing none.

I walk through the shadow of death
All I could hear are voices in my head

Be of the Pharisees, tell me all my sins
Don't hide anything and crucify me for it
                      ✍️Tade✨

My Wish

My Wish.
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I will say my wishes,
Do you you still wish to leave.

Wish you were a lesbian,
I won't have bother falling for your love.

Wish you were with someone else,
I won't have ask you out in the first place.

Wish my love was enough,
And not just some empty words.

I will say what I need,
You might think am demanding.

Wish my presence was enough,
And not you, missing out on my love.

Wish I had an extra heart,
To offer, when the lies comes.

My wishes.
This seems to be my belief,
I gave my all without holding back.

Wish I had an extra life,
In case, my extra heart break's down.

To a point,
I also have my breaking point.

Wish am strong, an immortal man,
I will stay to the end and love you forever.
               ✍️Tade✨

Broken man.

Broken Man
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It alright if am not the someone you love,
It obvious have not been the best guy,
No one is perfect, but you expect perfection,
Thought you knew that before sending me packing.

I can do better,
You just have to hold a little longer,
I can be the one,
You just have to let me,
I can be nicer,
You just have to help me through.

Am going out of my way,
Am going through many mistake,
Am wishing you could see,
Am a better man than before.

I need you near,
I need you to see,
I need you close,
I need someone to hold.

Don't say it all for nothing
Am trying to be want you need me to be
It because I want you back
Am standing out in the rain
Am begging on my knees
If that what will make you stay

Whatever tomorrow will look like
It depends on today
You are my today
Am your tomorrow
There is no tomorrow, without today
         ✍️Tade🌹.

Depression.

Depression
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Death keep knocking at my door,
And am tempted to open up.

Goodbye seems to be the perfect word,
All I want to do, is say it loud and clear.

Nothing seem to be holding me back,
Feeling free to move to the next life.

I feel hallow to be console,
I feel broken to be put together.

I want to keep living,
But nothing to live for.

I want to keep moving,
But am stuck in the circle.

It hurt to still want to move on,
Without nothing to live for!.

It feel safe embracing death,
It like the safest place to be.
             ✍️Tade😔

One Night Stand.

One Night Stand
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I started with a couple of shots
I took some, not much
Until she walked in,
To ask nicely,
"A penny for your thoughts"
After which, I took some shot with her
To talk about my fucked up life

She seems nice
Until I ended up in-between her laps
It was really a rough night
Couldn't remember what happened
But it seem like a great, long night

I went to shower
After which, I wore my trouser
I was shocked with what I observed
My wallet is missing, could it be her?
What other explanation do I have
She took a thousand dollars
And escape for the night

I was high as shit,
Don't mind my speech,
It really how I feel,

I should have know,
There's always a catch for this.
I need to tell you what happened,
At least what left of it,
Cos I never came back in one piece.
                           ✍Tade 🌠

Legacy

Legacy
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Give me a pen and a paper,
Also an audience, to hear me speak.

And I will tell you my story,
Like the suffering job in the Bible.

Give me a path to walk on,
A purpose to lean on.

I will give you a child,
Who has grown into a man,
Like father Abraham did.

Give me true love,
Someone to care for.

And I will give you,
A woman I can die for,
Like the Virgin Mary in the Bible.

Give me a mouth to feed,
Children to care for,
I will give you, world changers.

Men like gods,
Who will rule the world,
Like the wise Solomon.
           ✍️Tade✨.

All Am Asking.

All Am Asking
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Don't say am not good for you
Don't say words that will hurt me
Don't stand there without coming in
Don't make me miss you more

Don't touch me without kissing me
Don't give me your heart without loving me

Don't love me without missing me
Don't forget to say words I love hearing

Don't say no to the things I want from you
Don't deny me the things I need from you
Don't take my heart, without giving me yours

When are you coming home
It obvious the party is over
And I have been waiting on your love

Don't make me wait for long
Before you make me the one

Call me your lover
And keep me closer
Closer to your heart
Like am dearest to your life

Turn your sadness to happiness
When you don't hide your pain from me

Turn your tears to laughter
Turn it to something brighter

Am not asking for too much
Just your imperfection is enough
         ✍️Tade✨.