Time to talk.

Time to talk

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We can't go back and forth,
Arguing about what we want.
Pointing finger at who did wrong,
Accusing and blaming about my fault.

We can't keep fight like this,
Hoping we would last long,
Hoping we'll still be fine.

You can't keep nagging at me,
Thinking I will change for good.

Let talk things out,
Only way we could work things out.

Blame me if you like,
Let move pass this fight.

Shouting won't help a thing,
Blaming won't solve anything.

Let just sit,
And talk like grown ups,
And stop acting like kids.

I have issues,
I know you do too,
Stop taking it out on me,
And take some blame too.

We keep running in circles,
All because we have issues.

All we do, is yell at each other,
Talking about the problems,
And not how to solve them!.

              ✍️Tade✨.

Devil And Angel.

Devil And Angel.
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My Perception running deep
Like the large, deep blue sea

Call me Jesus,
And crucify my past,
Call me Christ,
And resurrect my future.

Don't be the Judah,
Don't kiss me goodbye,
Don't stab me at the back,
And hail master!, when am around.

Don't be my Peter,
And later betray me by midnight.
Don't pledged your loyalty,
Don't make promises you can't keep.

I won't write your wrong,
I won't read you your right,
I won't tell you want you've done.

Don't wait on those words,
Cos am not your saviour,
You can be the devil,
But am no angel either,
Don't hope for an escape route.

"I love you" are just words,
What the point of saying them,
Without showing none.

I walk through the shadow of death
All I could hear are voices in my head

Be of the Pharisees, tell me all my sins
Don't hide anything and crucify me for it
                      ✍️Tade✨

My Wish

My Wish.
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I will say my wishes,
Do you you still wish to leave.

Wish you were a lesbian,
I won't have bother falling for your love.

Wish you were with someone else,
I won't have ask you out in the first place.

Wish my love was enough,
And not just some empty words.

I will say what I need,
You might think am demanding.

Wish my presence was enough,
And not you, missing out on my love.

Wish I had an extra heart,
To offer, when the lies comes.

My wishes.
This seems to be my belief,
I gave my all without holding back.

Wish I had an extra life,
In case, my extra heart break's down.

To a point,
I also have my breaking point.

Wish am strong, an immortal man,
I will stay to the end and love you forever.
               ✍️Tade✨

Broken man.

Broken Man
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It alright if am not the someone you love,
It obvious have not been the best guy,
No one is perfect, but you expect perfection,
Thought you knew that before sending me packing.

I can do better,
You just have to hold a little longer,
I can be the one,
You just have to let me,
I can be nicer,
You just have to help me through.

Am going out of my way,
Am going through many mistake,
Am wishing you could see,
Am a better man than before.

I need you near,
I need you to see,
I need you close,
I need someone to hold.

Don't say it all for nothing
Am trying to be want you need me to be
It because I want you back
Am standing out in the rain
Am begging on my knees
If that what will make you stay

Whatever tomorrow will look like
It depends on today
You are my today
Am your tomorrow
There is no tomorrow, without today
         ✍️Tade🌹.

Depression.

Depression
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Death keep knocking at my door,
And am tempted to open up.

Goodbye seems to be the perfect word,
All I want to do, is say it loud and clear.

Nothing seem to be holding me back,
Feeling free to move to the next life.

I feel hallow to be console,
I feel broken to be put together.

I want to keep living,
But nothing to live for.

I want to keep moving,
But am stuck in the circle.

It hurt to still want to move on,
Without nothing to live for!.

It feel safe embracing death,
It like the safest place to be.
             ✍️Tade😔

One Night Stand.

One Night Stand
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I started with a couple of shots
I took some, not much
Until she walked in,
To ask nicely,
"A penny for your thoughts"
After which, I took some shot with her
To talk about my fucked up life

She seems nice
Until I ended up in-between her laps
It was really a rough night
Couldn't remember what happened
But it seem like a great, long night

I went to shower
After which, I wore my trouser
I was shocked with what I observed
My wallet is missing, could it be her?
What other explanation do I have
She took a thousand dollars
And escape for the night

I was high as shit,
Don't mind my speech,
It really how I feel,

I should have know,
There's always a catch for this.
I need to tell you what happened,
At least what left of it,
Cos I never came back in one piece.
                           ✍Tade 🌠

Legacy

Legacy
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Give me a pen and a paper,
Also an audience, to hear me speak.

And I will tell you my story,
Like the suffering job in the Bible.

Give me a path to walk on,
A purpose to lean on.

I will give you a child,
Who has grown into a man,
Like father Abraham did.

Give me true love,
Someone to care for.

And I will give you,
A woman I can die for,
Like the Virgin Mary in the Bible.

Give me a mouth to feed,
Children to care for,
I will give you, world changers.

Men like gods,
Who will rule the world,
Like the wise Solomon.
           ✍️Tade✨.

All Am Asking.

All Am Asking
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Don't say am not good for you
Don't say words that will hurt me
Don't stand there without coming in
Don't make me miss you more

Don't touch me without kissing me
Don't give me your heart without loving me

Don't love me without missing me
Don't forget to say words I love hearing

Don't say no to the things I want from you
Don't deny me the things I need from you
Don't take my heart, without giving me yours

When are you coming home
It obvious the party is over
And I have been waiting on your love

Don't make me wait for long
Before you make me the one

Call me your lover
And keep me closer
Closer to your heart
Like am dearest to your life

Turn your sadness to happiness
When you don't hide your pain from me

Turn your tears to laughter
Turn it to something brighter

Am not asking for too much
Just your imperfection is enough
         ✍️Tade✨.

All I Desire

All I Desire
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One more day
Tell me you've not move on,
Cos I haven't gotten closure,

I wish you were here,
I wish I could hold your hand
I still miss your smile

One more day!
It a day I hope to have,
It a day I sincerely ask

Don't tell me it too late,
I deserve one more chance

Let me take my time
Cos am sorry about the past
I never had your back
And am sorry for that

One more day!
It enough to make it right,
To make amend for the past.

One more day!
I will make it your perfect day

I will light the candles,
Under a love circle,

While your song play,
The breeze are gentle on you,

While I seek for redemption
While I assure to be there for you.
                       ✍Tade 🌠

Weekend Party.

Weekend Party
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It weekend,
All I could think of,
Is having fun to the fullest.

It weekend,
My friends are invited,
It a party that won't end.

All I had was pills,
And some little weed.

Am already acting funny,
Too late, drug in my system.

Am feeling fuzzy,
Am I actually wearing short?,
Is my underwear coming off?.

Am definitely in space,
It certain am waste.

I was drugged to the peak,
And I was feeling great about it,
I couldn't spell my name correctly,
My hands were finding my cheek repeatedly.

I couldn't take a walk,
It because I couldn't find my leg,
My head were as twice is size.

Am telling my friends am fine,
Am nodding to every question asked.

Weekend party is over,
And am wasted on the sofa,
With my own vomit, laying under.
               ✍️Tade✨.

Her Image.

Her Image
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Let me define her story,
Like the spider cob webs.

Each cob webs tells a story,
From a cob web to another,
It obviously an endless story.

A tales untold to the ones to come,
A story unfold to the young ones,
Only to help foresee what to come.

She's the definition of temptation,
Her bed is made of fine sensation,
That lead to your own damnation.

Her look is not just a look,
Enslaved to the rhythm by the beholder.

Her touch is not just a touch,
But a love spell to an helpless one.

Captivating the cripple,
To run after her beauty.

Entrapping the blind,
To gaze on her body beauty.

She's truly unique,
An epitome of perfection,
Her style of speech is unique,
The very embodiment of purity.
              ✍️Tade✨.