Broken stairs.

 Broken stairs

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You broke me first,

I did mine,

And it suddenly felt wrong,

Like you were right all along.

You lost my trust,

Suddenly am called to the court,

To stand trial for your wrong,

Are you kidding me or what!,

Whose actually at fault?,

I only finish what you started,

Made you the victim of your wrong.

You broke me first,

Suddenly am the guilty one,

For all your past wrong.

You broke me first,

You were not thinking it will hurt,

Or how I will feel when it done.

You hurt me first,

My feelings never matter then.

You stab me first,

By a well Sharpen knife,

You ignore the outcome,

By looking away when cutting me open.

You tell this lie perfectly,

And when it my turn!,

Am the guilty one,

Am the one carrying your cross.

Remind me, if I may have forgetting,

You started this charade, called hell,

Now my behaviour is like a stubborn warthog.

Tell me how you doing this,

Let me know where you got the nerve.

You made me a monster,

You are now afraid I will hurt you,

You stepped on a snake tail,

You are now scare it will bite you.

           ✍️Tade🖤

Dummy in love

 Dummy In Love.

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Dummy in love

Have done stupid things for love

You can say it not enough

Am just getting started that for sure

Dummy in love

Have made sacrifice for love

Been stab in the heart 

And I still want to love

Dummy in love

Am a sucker for love

Taken for granted while I love

Push aside even with my nice words

Apologize even when am not wrong

Take the blame when issue comes

Dummy in love

Am a fool for love

Castigate for my little wrong

Continue with the name calling

He will beat me, to prove am wrong

I won't mind nor will I run

I will still continue loving

Dummy in love

I was told am too young to love

Probably bcos am not guided by my head

Dummy in love

Am lost in love

Tied up in is shoe

To worship is feet

It has blind my sense

Make me loose myself

Cos I can't think for myself

Dummy in love

You can say am stupid

Call me name you see fit

Have done lot of terrible things

All in the name of loving you

Cos I don't know what am doing

And am not planning on leaving

To find out who am missing

To search for that missing me

Cos have lost myself completely.

             ✍️ Tade✨.

A Ghost

A Ghost.
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Am a ghost
Moving silently
Roaming quietly
Passing without no one knowing
Try to make a scene, no one noticing

Am a ghost
Hardly have anything to say
Cos am not close to where they stay
Can't talk or have any flesh contact

Am a ghost
I can't be host
We can't dine together
Nor can I raise a toast

Am close to you
Am right next to you
But am only the wind
Just passing through

I want to hold your hand
I want to touch your skin
But such won't be possible
Since my hand is going through
Since I can't grab any living things

Am a ghost
If I scream at the top of my voice
Or make a scene
No one is here to listen
If I shout really loud
No one will notice the performance

Am a ghost
Am a living beings that gone
Have pass to my next life
Say goodbye to my pass life
Singing with angel in this life
Already a being phasing through wall
                  ✍️Tade🌹

Am the clown.

Am The Clown.
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Am the clown
Wearing a fake smile
Am the fine face
Behind the sad face

Am the clown
Am the talk of the town
Am a laughing stock
To all that want to laugh

Am the clown
Check me in my new hat
That goes with my red shoe
Cos i attached a red nose

Don't take me for the crooked man
Don't think I have is devilish smile
Don't take me for a mad man
Even if you think I act like one
Don't be quick to judge
At least watch my act to be sure

Am the clown
All dressed up to make you smile
Ready to perform my new act
Set the stage am ready to start

Am the clown
A comedy show to you
To make you laugh
To assure you have a good time

Am the clown
I didn't ask for your penny
Just your attention to explain myself
To show I shouldn't be ridicule
Am also a man, trying to make a living too
But you took if for a comedy performance
Which is fine, cos I won't stop the comedy act

Am the clown
Have swallow my pride
Have taken to the cross your lies
If you like you judge, it doesn't define my life
Have taken to the stage, my new act.
                   ✍️Tade🌹.

After life.

After Life.
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I close my eyes to imagine,
Another realm of existence
If truly we have an afterlife,
Clearly, all I see is dark paradise

No light or star to make it bright
Am not planning on walking this path,
Without my babe, if we die!.

I will see you in my afterlife,
A place of diamond and sapphire,
Let continue our love in this next life

You should know you are my paradise,
One can't work without the other,
Don't let me wait my entire life,
Cos you've promise to be there forever

Am not going to any paradise,
Without my babe beside,
A home isn't a home,
Without your love one inside

I pray we journey together,
It will be the best Odyssey,
Before getting to our afterlife,
The existing being in that life,
Will be jealous of our love life.
                  ✍Tade🌹

Who I wanna be.

who I wanna be.
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I wanna be a gangster,
Haven't weed or drink,
I haven't taken drug,
Or pills that will get me lost

But the benefit is fun,
Having many girls to gangbang!
And see nothing but new worlds.

I wanna be a monster,
Be terrifying when I get mad,
Eat your flesh as dinner,
Drink your blood that's sweeter,
And eat your bone as dessert,
Be the reason you lost your child,
But such act won't get me a wife,
And I don't want to be lonely all my life.

I wanna be youngsters,
Don't wanna be a child for life,
Be the cuddle one among others,
Be gentle, won't attract troubles,
Such life will soon be boring, that fact.

I wanna be a rapstar,
Show the world my hot rhymes,
Rap about how I came from the gutter,
How I get the fame with my hot bars,

But am scared to take the step,
Cos such life come with fake love,
Fake people with smile behind the camera,
The fame might get into my head,
I might loose touch with myself.

I need a love star,
The best of both world,
The one that complete my world,
Someone that see me for who I am,
Someone that allow me to be myself.
              ✍️Tade🌹

Charade.

Charade
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Do not take a bite
If you won't chew
Don't tell me lies
If you know it will hurt

Don't hold my hand
Only for you to let go
Don't love me hard
Only to break my heart

Don't kiss me nice
If you not sure you like
Don't touch my body
If I would miss out on it

Don't take a sip
If you don't like the drink
Don't light up the room
If you not ready for the truth

Don't hold too tight
If it would harm my arm
Don't come close
If you can't breathe along

Don't ride alongside
If you can't handle the overdrive
Don't let us fight
If that will be our last

Don't let me smile
If you would make me miss out
Don't let me cry
If you can't handle my breakdown

Don't break my heart
If you can't say goodbye
Don't let me love you
If you know, you will walk out on me

Don't harm what you can't kill
Don't stab my heart if am still weak
Don't make a fool out of me
Don't say you love me, if you have someone new.
                ✍️Tade🌹

Shooting star.

Shooting Star

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Oh thy sun!,

Oh thy moon!,

All the stars Shine like you,

Your smile are indeed captivating.

Oh thy sea!,

Oh thy oceans!,

Your love is enough,

It comforting and peaceful.

Oh my love!,

Oh my beautiful one!,

My broken heart, yearn for your love,

It the cure have longed for since.

Oh my goodness!,

A perfect shape like the goddess,

A flawless being that decide to love me,

Making me a better man worthy of loving you.

Oh my imperfection!,

Do I deserve this immortal goddess,

Her style of approach are flawless,

Her curves and edges render me speechless.

Oh thy stars!,

Oh thy silent night!,

What have befall my eyes,

Your beauty has captivate my mind,

It hard to think when our skins collide.

She will fall like the shooting star,

She will shine bright like the morning star,

She will show me love that never fades,

Like the night star that is here to stay,

She will give me and I will take.

I will rather love your flaws,

Then be with someone else perfection,

I will rather surrender to your lies,

Claim all the love you offer as mine,

Then start something uncertain with another.

My stars just became bright,

My lonely heart just come alive,

My moon just started shining light,

You start adding meaning to my life.

              ✍️Tade🌹

Grown apart.

Grown apart
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We've grown apart
We've been like this for a while
I can't take back what have done
I can't say am sorry, does words hurt more

We've grown apart
We've set to live apart
You ain't coming back into my life
I can't keep looking back at the past

We've grown apart
We were ok with such act
We have no intention of making it right

We've grown apart
We are no longer acting like a child
We make the decision like grown ups
We realise this is best for our life

We've grown apart
We've leave behind the past
We've let go out our best part
We don't have regret for such act

We've grown apart
Why does such act feels good
Why does it feel right to leave
Like I am better now that we are apart

Don't get me wrong
I appreciate our love
We had our happy moments
It lasted for a while
We both should agree, we wanted more
So we had no choice to let go
And move on with who ever fit
Who ever could give us that love
             ✍️Tade🌹

Friend into lover.

Friend into lover.
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Am not acting clever,
Cos am stupid as ever,
But I want you here forever.

I don't know how to be that lady,
I don't know how to be perfect,
I don't know if I will ever be better,
But don't leave for any or another.

Cos am down for whatever,
Am sure you can understand,
Am sure we could work things out.

Turn to you when i feel down,
Can't get comfort from another,
You turn my darkness into paradise.

Turn a friend into a lover,
Crave for that which you have,
Crave for that which is in your heart,
Am committed to making it last,
To have this love of yours forever.

Am not acting clever,
Am Nothing but a child,
Your love turn me into woman.

You make me wild,
Not by your side, I will cry,
You make me go crazy,
Your star orbit my earth,
I feel like a princess,
I feel dashing like a Barbie,
You make me feel dazzling.

I won't hit and run,
I won't give you love that will hurt,
This I swear on my life, my love.

Come kiss me,
You will have my heart,
I will offer you my life.
       ✍️Tade🌹

Eye of the beholder.

Eyes of the beholder
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it was late at night,
The moon was bold up in the sky.

It was last at night,
He decided we should visit the bar,
Take some couple of shots and dance,
Which I agree on and dress for the night.

It was late at night,
We've arrive at the bar,
He was kind to bring me some wine,
Cos I don't drink liquor, like tequila.

He sat next to me,
With a nice chat and put is hand round me,
While we giggled and laugh at each other,
He was getting drunk and high already,
And the conversation was getting interesting.

Until a damsel walk in dramatically,
And took everyone by surprise,
Cos everyone was staring,
Including my lover sitting next to me.

Only God knows what went wrong,
The whole room was silent by her catwalk,
And she sit quietly to sip her tequila shots.

I wasn't mind by her,
It obvious she's trying to get attention,
I looked next to me, my lover was gone.

I couldn't find my boyfriend,
I looked around, still can't find him,
So I decided to sit and wait for him.

An hour past,
Already thinking out loud,
Wandering where he could be by now.

Till I heard his car sounds,
I rush down to the car park,
Discover he was with that riffraff,
The sexy damsel with the catwalk,
Already entangled with my lover,
She saw me trying to get his attention,
She only smirked and give a wink,
While my boyfriend zoom off with that bitch.

I try calling him,
His phone was busy,
I texted, no reply from him,
Just stood there all alone,
With my thoughts and feelings on the floor.

He left with someone else,
And left me to rotten here,
The night was spoilt,
With the sexy damsel catwalk,
Leaving me alone to walk home.
              ✍️Tade✨

Lucky for you.

Lucky For You.
------------------------

Lucky for you,
Am just your fool,
Tell me to jump,
I will say how high.

I call you too much,
but You never pick up,
Only if you want to fuck.

Lucky for you,
Am always available,
Am not his boo,
Am is personal Bitch.

I keep texting,
No reply from him yet,
Only when he want me on bed,
When he's ready to sex.

It takes two to play,
He want me to stay,
He doesn't want me away.

Lucky for you,
Am Still your fool,
Go anywhere, I will follow,
Am still your goal post,
You are still permitted to shot.

Lucky for you,
You can kaboom,
Enjoy what have cook,
Enjoy it in the room,
Or wherever you choose,
It your choice,
Cos am your fool.
    ✍️Tade🌹

Vision of ecstasy.

vision of ecstasy
----------------------------

It not about the stick,
It about the see,
It about the sight,
It about the vision, that comes with it.

It not about the smoking,
It about the motive,
Reason behind the puffing.

It not about the high,
It about the next life,
Visions of the after life,
Seeing the impossible,
A mere human can't think.

It not about who you are,
It about what you could be,
How high your moral can be,
See vision of what could be.

It about the state of mind,
It about the plane of existence,
About the Astral projection,
Where your soul leaves to visit.

Some call it paradise,
Some call it astral plane,
Mere mind stay off this lane,
It takes weeder to reach this plane,
And see things differently,
Things that can't be explained.

You are small minded,
That why you call it madness,
They've seen crazy things,
Your fiddle mind can't explain,
Crazy things like the future.
               ✍️Tade✨

Ride or Die

Ride Or Die
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Wild for the night,
Switch off the light,
Permit me to be wild,
Permit me to switch the gear,
Kick off to speed drive,
Switch off to lanes like a mad one.

Wild for the night,
Permit me to be your ride,
No stopping for snacks,
No party break while we ride,
It a "ride or die" till we satisfied for the night.

Hands on the wheels,
Like to your nipples,
Eyes on the road,
Permit me to ravish your soul.

No speed limit,
Permit me to stay focused,
We are heading to the peak,
Leg on the clutch,
Leaving behind the world,
Heading towards your lust,
Permit me to make you squirt.

Take off your bra,
You don't need to be shy,
Just follow my every step,
Be enslave to my every touch,
Follow the sound of my voice,
Be hungry for my Every words.

Wild for the night,
Take off your pant,
Be naked for the night,
Lay you on the couch,
Permit me to switch style,
You can touch the ground,
While I come in from behind,
While I make you feel safe, like your knight.

Tonight is the night,
We will have enough time,
To fulfill our eroticism.

No safe words,
Just your pleasant moan,
For me to do more style,
For me to be more wide.
       ✍️Tade🌹.

Molested.

Molested.
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Please stay attentive
Listen to my perspective

Pay close attention
Open your mind to my perception

No one deserves what was done
I could barely grab my thoughts
One was helding both my hands down
Pinned my throat down, so I won't shout

Suffocating for air, I can barely breathe
I can feel the hard grip on my leg
It was spread, while they force their way in
I try yelling for help, but no one could hear

I could feel my life leaving me
Tears roll down, but they kept smiling

After I was raped
I sat at one corner
Cos I could barely walk
My clothes were torn
My lungs where hurt
I was coughing, blood on my skirt

I was molest
All the womanhood should be upset
We need to be able to walk freely without no fear
Say no to rapist, let all protest!
                   ✍️Tade😔

Best poem.

Best Poem
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I will write you my best poem,
It will take me all night long,
It will be about how much you are worth,
Cos am trying to find the right words.

I will take my time to show you true love,
I will tell the world of how much you mean,
Tell them how I found a lover and a friend,
How we became a love story that never end.

I will be empty if you decide to leave my world,
It will define how much of a goddess you are.

I will write you my best song,
I will sing it to you, out loud!,
I will create you my best art,
I will create it with my two hands,
Those two hands will build your dream.

I could never bother about another,
Cos am with the one my heart pounder.

I will tell you my best flaws,
I will tell you all have done,
I will lay down my whole lies,
Am committed to making it right,
Cos I want this relationship to last.

Am in love with your shape and curves,
You my only kryptonite when you walk into the room,
Am committed to your perfect edges like a holy book,
Surrender to your religion and beliefs like a holy guru.

I will write about our love story,
Tell you how have become better,
It will take forever to create your perfection,
Or write a story about how beautiful you are.

I surrender to you,
I surrender to your love,
It not you, it what you do to me,
Am on my knees,
Surrendering to your love.

I don't know who am I, without you,
It the fact, it what you've done to me,
I don't want no one else, just you is enough,
It no joke, you should know I will loose myself,
I will loose it to someone that doesn't care.

Am not kidding, I go insane.
Whenever you say my name.

You complete me in a better way,
You see me for who I am, by loving me everyday.

I surrender to you,
I surrender to your imperfection,
Your imperfection that make me perfect.

You are my greatest pain,
You are indeed my greatest strengths,
You will be my greatest lost,
You comfort me, you are indeed my greatest joy.
                      ✍️Tade 🌹

Heart Breaker.

Heart Breaker.
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When I saw the sign,
I should have let you go,
When I saw your horns,
I should have knew you were horror.

No one told me what it will be,
No one really care about how I feel,
No one told me I will be killed,
No one told me i will still bleed.

Caught up with what I thought you have,
Thinking you have true love to offer,
Caught up with the past,
Thinking we will have a better life.

No one told me,
No one warned me,
Am having a aching heart,
My soul is swerving hard,
Am damage beyond repair,
I took for granted my own happiness.

A true definition of a killer,
I believe in her second chance,
Thinking she have true love to offer,
Thinking I won't have to look further,
I was blinded by her sweet lies,
Believing she has changed for good,
Didn't know I was playing with fire.

I couldn't see the sign,
Am blinded by my lustful desire,
She's a heart breaker with no shame,
She took me to my early grave,
Am laying flat without my heart.

No one told me,
She doesn't have anything to offer, but pain.
She's full of sorrow and it kills me not to know,
She the keeper of the underworld, full of no love.
Am six feet deep with an apartment she made for me.
                          ✍️Tade✨

Lost but found.

Lost but found.

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Lost but found
Please take my hand
Do stay by my my side
It cold out here tonight
It a lonely dark alley

Lost but found
Let me have that smile
Let your love keep me calm
Don't want to loose my mind
Cos your love is my cure

It never enough
Please show more love
It doesn't get better
When am without your touch

Lost but found
I might loose my life
Be the shadow of my past
To the time am less of a man
Taken for granted what I love
Alter no words or apologies of such

Lost but found
It turnout am just a man
It turnout I need you then ever
I plead for what I took for granted
"Am sorry " It all I could say to bring you here

Lost but found
I need your love to see
I seek your touch to breath
Am open to many possibilities
But not to the possibility of loosing you

Lost but found
I promise to stay in the dark
I promise not to move so I can be found
So we can both walk in the light
                  ✍️Tade✨

Gentleman in the alley.

Gentleman in the alley
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It a lazy moon tonight,
Looking left and right,
Observing the street life,
There was no arm in that
Until I went into the dark alley

A drunk thug, with a gun
*"Would you answer me"* he demanded at once

I slowly turn, hoping he won't fire a shot
*"Don't try playing smart or pulling any stunt"*
I went on my knees, while my thoughts pray to God

Tonight is the night,
Would you let it be my last?

My hands are up high
So is my so-called, brave like face,

A gun to my head
And he kept yelling *"bring your wallet"*
*"Empty everything in your pocket"*

I went straight to my pocket,
He had full concentration on my pocket,
I quickly slap away is gun with my wallet,

It wasn't much of a fight,
Cos he was drunk and high,
But didn't wait to see if he can try.
                    ✍Tade🌠

Mirror.

Mirror!!!
-------------

Mirror, mirror.
Mirror standing in my front

You can see right through me,
You can see my whole fault

And you still stand by me,
Only to make me the one

If I cry, she cry!
I can't do that to her,
It obvious she's my life,
I will do anything to make her smile

How perfect, how beautiful
The way I reflect your whole beauty

A diamond place under the sun touch,
I bet the angels want you back

How sweet, how magical
Two heart that beat as one

So loved, so care for
Among all, am chose to be the one
My insecurity, you choose to still love

Mirror!, Mirror!!, Mirror!!!.
Tell me who's the luckiest one?.
                             ✍Tade🌠